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Prison Poetry Project
The poems and photographs below were read and taken at
the 2011 Prison Poetry Project hosted by ARRO.

TO PONDER THE LIGHT OF A GODDESS

I walk into restlessness deep to awaken a truth that shouldn’t
sleep but only the present chills my mind
As I battle myself for thoughts to find another light of darkness
and nature’s sweeping storms don’t care
How her murky sensuality brings the mind to stalk out where
in largos- luna’s gold paints with desperate
Strokes do bold the Arcanum lurking thick arousing serpent’s
malice cold oh what spirit of the dark
indemnifies these crews booming loud outside my window in
traveling two’s and fews with moans
So grand and rumbling they disguise the inner cries bringing
hope to sly beliefs that time will swallow
Lies but then gloom saunters in with malicious intent and the
lights fade to ambiance for the tables
We invent as ignored moon and rabbit watch amused but
content what fear is this loneliness-dying
That will shed a tear or I will never stop my crying is it fear of
self destruction or that strengths will
Soon decay or that all my vulnerabilities will be on display as
luna showers golden this man’s woeful
Sight I think the fear is lack of face I lack the confidence this
night so sitting calm I close my eyes and
Choose an altered state breathing deep I meditate to ponder
the light of a goddess

Poem Written by Martin Vargas #133525:  
1576 W Blue water Hwy, Ionia, Michigan 48846

SAD EYES

I look into your sad eyes and I want to protect you from all of
the hurt but it’s better I let you
Experience the pain that comes with living deep down I know
it’s a gift that I’m giving.
I look in your sad eyes struggling to hold back tears
overwhelmed by your wisdom beyond your years
Lost forever fantasies and innocent youth Replaced with
pragmatism and the cold hard truth. I look into
your sad eyes and I see hope glimmer With the knowledge
that life may make that light dimmer I’ll fight
Until you return to when you had Eyes I could look into that
weren’t so sad.

Poem Written by Ty Slusser#236917:  
16770 Water Tower Drive Kincheloe, WI 49788            

For Today

What is love but a state of mind?
Like joy, anger, and sadness it will fade
Love is for today not telling what tomorrow brings
Love is like a flower blossom beautiful then withers away
It comes and goes with the passing seasons
Yesterday’s treasures is today’s waste
It never last forever
Like the blink of an eye
Here it comes and there it goes
Love brings sweet promises for now
It lives within us all just waiting for its moments
The fire burns bright slowly it fades
With every day come new beginnings
So what’s does this tell you

Written by: James Lester #657875: 34625
26 Mile Rd., New Haven, MI48048

Choices

Some people do
Some people don’t,
Some people will,
Some people won’t.
Some people believe
And develop a plan,
Some people doubt,
Never think they can.
Some people face hurdles
And give it their best,
Some people back down,
When faced with a test.
   We all have a choice
We all have a say,
Are we spectators in life,
Or do we get in, and play?
   No matter how we choose
Too play life’s game,
The choices is ours,
No one, is to blame

Written by: Todd Callcut #654781
26 Mile Rd., New Haven, MI 48048
                                   
Facing my Demons

Never felt like I fit in.
That’s just the way it’s always been.
Thoughts way heavy from all my sin.
On the outside looking in.
All I saw was hurt and pain.
A broken man questioning if he was sane.
Sitting in the darkness wet from the rain.
Hungry and scared but never complained.
A product of this environment with no one to blame.
Thought about it time and time again,
But never shared his pain.
Didn’t know why this was not even he could explain,
Looking out from where he sat in vain.
All he saw was the reflection of a man he had to sustain.
Left with a feeling of shock and disdain.
He realized that we two were one in the same

Written by: Virgil lavier#625203
4269 West M-80 Kincheloe, MI 49784

On Edge

On the edge of life, fighting back from a mental coma, a
phobia of living without knowing the outcome
Of my existence in society. How will I get back to it, how will I
awake from this canicular trance, reality
bite, a living a living hell, a thick postmortem smell, dead
weight, dead skin on a gold plate, Hannibal its
Not safe, eyelids cover with duck tape, only god and I know my
fate, printed tag, no body bag, it will be
Things I’ll never have, I’m in a dark place, a man with no
mask and you still can’t see my face, care no
More, life not fun, abut to break a cookie, these are my
crumbs, some nights can’t breathe, thinking
About cutting myself just to leave, no natural cause I rather die
with a disease, than to be behind bars,
So many things, so many scars, couldn’t see this coming
from far, cremated out my remains in a jar,
Nothing left and I’m just being selfish, life goes on, dying to
be home , on edge, this is the end, the
System revenge shook hands with society trying to amend, a
debt paid 21 years affinity, born black I
Strike against me, the best thing I ever had freedom, now put
me in a body bag, cause I’m on the edge

Written by: Desmend Williams #201665
34625 26 Mile Rd., New Haven, MI ,MI 48048
                                   
Reborn

If these wall could tall just imagine what they would say.
The young adolescent who was once lost has finally found
his way.
Still
His soul is conflicted from the precious life that was lost .
So
For him prison is the fire for god to remove the dross
IGNORANT, INSECURE, LOST AND ASHAMED.
The greatest lesson he ever learned was in a classroom of
pain.
The streets was his rite of passage, but prison forced him to
be a man.
If
Only god can judge him then who are they to question his
plans.
Why?
Have you ever seen a cage bird cry? Just look at my face.
I
Got a story for each tear and still I’m saved by grace.
nwi
NorthWest Initiative - North Neighborhood Center
530 W. Ionia St., Suite D,
Lansing, MI  48933
Phone: 517-999-2894   Fax:  517-999-2897
The ARRO program hosts
an annual Prison Poetry
Project.  Inmate poetry is
read by prominent
community leaders and all
monies raised go to support
our ex-offender program.

For more information about
the Annual Prison Poetry
Project, contact Monica at
999-2895.